Oh baby how I miss you tender bigheartedness around me. On monday we went trick or treating, I was told by your dad that you didn't want to go this year but it only took one look at your face to know that was not the case. I have no idea what you go through baby but if I had to guess I would guess that you have a war in your mind very often. I asked you to go with us and I could see the look of genuine concern on your face but after I told you to ask and you came with us I could see joy. I so enjoyed having that night with you. You are so lovable and always have been. Walker I want you to always know that I love you to the depths of my soul and I wish life weren't so hard on you or your brother and sister.
On a happier note, I started this blog to tell you about things I wanted you to know from you childhood, well here is one small thing but it makes me smile everytime I think of it. When you were about 3 we were watching Honey I Shrunk the Kids..one or two I can't remember which. All of the sudden you got so excited and said there was a pawpaw spider on tv, it was a granddaddy long legs. I thought it was the cutest thing ever. You also thought it was so funny when people sneezed, I used to fake sneeze just to make you laugh.
I love you forever baby boy! Momma
