One week from today..

One week from today you will turn ten. I have no idea how you grew up so fast. Ten years ago this was a very different spot of life for me. My Mom was in the hospital not doing well, I was so sad and worried, but at the same time I was so happy and excited. I had been on bed rest for over a month at this point because my blood pressure was dangerously high. I couldn't wait to meet you, my first born child who I felt move and grow inside of me. I loved you before you were born. Life now is much different but I still love you more every day.